5 Month Update; August 2017

It’s been since March 2017 that I have even made a post in my blog, maybe because I haven’t overly felt the need to make a post and a slight lack of motivation to make one. It’s crazy to know … Continue reading

Being 29 years old: Lets be real.

At 29 years old with where I am and who I have slowly grown into over the years is someone I can honestly say I am proud of, I love myself, and it took me until this age to really … Continue reading

Turning The Pages; Part 1.

There was a moment in my life a couple months back where I found myself walking towards the river wanting to jump and end it all because I felt so worthless, alone, and a failure, I made the choice though … Continue reading

Complicated emotions & thoughts; Welcome to my life.

–  I decided to throw my emotions into a document and this what I’ve come up with, its really hard for me to explain myself anymore with all these things I am feeling while being weened off an anti-depressant and going … Continue reading

A million dreams

I haven’t blogged in a very long time, and I am really not to sure why, I am usually not one to open myself up to the world around me, I enjoy hiding in my little one bedroom apartment but I felt like sharing a piece that I wrote and I don’t care if you judge me anymore.

“I think there is one question we all need to ask ourselves, “Do we love ourselves?”, would we love someone like us? What if we come to a point in our lives that we say we wouldn’t even love someone like ourselves, how do we begin to change when we are so use to what we’ve become and would you rather be alone forever or change so one day you can fall in love.

I wouldn’t love someone like me, I’m sad, I’m anxious, I’m scared and I care far to much, I have a fantasy dream of being in love that will I will never meet. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep because I’m just a pisces with a million dreams that will never come true, and maybe I am just learning to accept the reality of this now. “