Suicide is NOT the answer

First, I just want to state that if you are having suicidal thoughts and need someone to talk to privately please contact your local Suicide Hotline. The link provided is a resource to find your local numbers. http://www.yourlifecounts.org/need-help/crisis-lines The world … Continue reading

Turning The Pages; Part 1.

There was a moment in my life a couple months back where I found myself walking towards the river wanting to jump and end it all because I felt so worthless, alone, and a failure, I made the choice though … Continue reading

Complicated emotions & thoughts; Welcome to my life.

–¬† I¬†decided to throw my emotions into a document and this what I’ve come up with, its really hard for me to explain myself anymore with all these things I am feeling while being weened off an anti-depressant and going … Continue reading

What does BPD really feel like?

Have you ever sat here, and wondered what it’s like to feel depression, sadness, anxiety, just to know what someone in your life feels because you want to be able to connect on the same page? because this is where … Continue reading

Living with BPD; STAT Program

Good evening my friends, I want to thank everyone that took the time to read my last blog post, I am happy to see people are at least reading it that maybe I can get some sort of voice out … Continue reading

Having Borderline Personality

I always grew up differently from the rest around me my age, at least where I went to school it was different, weird, and maybe the odd one out. When I hit grade 1 I was already diagnosed with ADHD … Continue reading

Balancing through life

Hello Beautiful people, Whoa, it has been quite some time since I have updated my blog, to be exact it has been since August 15th when I had finished my programs with the Health Science Center for my battle with … Continue reading

The end of hospital groups: Hospital Groups = DONE

Good day everyone, I am here to write a small blog entry today and it has been a while since I’ve posted so I figured today would be the best time. As you can tell from the title of this … Continue reading

This First Day; Not So Great.

Today was my first day of the out patient program I voluntarily put myself into, and my goodness was it a hard day for me, even though I probably looked fine to those around me in the group I was … Continue reading

As days get closer; Update

Good evening beautiful people, Well I am here to bring you another small update, I have 3 more shifts left at my job before I take my sick leave for 3 months to enter my outpatient program at the HSC … Continue reading