5 Month Update; August 2017

It’s been since March 2017 that I have even made a post in my blog, maybe because I haven’t overly felt the need to make a post and a slight lack of motivation to make one. It’s crazy to know … Continue reading

Turning the Pages: Part 2

Last time I spoke about how alone I have felt, how I came to a point of wanting to end it all because I didn’t know where I stood in my own life, and of course that is hard for … Continue reading

The Nightmares that aren’t real: Week 6

Good Day Everyone, right now I am currently almost done in Week 6 of my treatment at the Health Science Center here in Winnipeg, Manitoba and I just wanted to write a quick blog post, not really an update but … Continue reading

A million dreams

I haven’t blogged in a very long time, and I am really not to sure why, I am usually not one to open myself up to the world around me, I enjoy hiding in my little one bedroom apartment but I felt like sharing a piece that I wrote and I don’t care if you judge me anymore.

“I think there is one question we all need to ask ourselves, “Do we love ourselves?”, would we love someone like us? What if we come to a point in our lives that we say we wouldn’t even love someone like ourselves, how do we begin to change when we are so use to what we’ve become and would you rather be alone forever or change so one day you can fall in love.

I wouldn’t love someone like me, I’m sad, I’m anxious, I’m scared and I care far to much, I have a fantasy dream of being in love that will I will never meet. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep because I’m just a pisces with a million dreams that will never come true, and maybe I am just learning to accept the reality of this now. “