As days get closer; Update

Good evening beautiful people,

Well I am here to bring you another small update, I have 3 more shifts left at my job before I take my sick leave for 3 months to enter my outpatient program at the HSC (Health Science Center) and I wanted to give a bit of an update before I go full force on my blog, as much as I can that is.

Currently I have been trying everyday to fight any of ED’s thoughts & behaviors (Eating disorder), It has been extremely difficult, some days are far better than others especially if i am with people I am comfortable around, but I have very bad days with him but I am staying as positive as I can everyday even with the stress at work. I feel positive that the outpatient program will be a great success but I know I will have to work extremely hard at changing the way my mind works, thinks and learning to be more body positive about myself.

I will be officially done work on Friday May 29th, 2015 but will be actually done on Wednesday May 27th, 2015 as I have many hospital appointments between the two days that I have used as vacation days to still get paid for. My appointments next week will consist of a meeting with the dietitian of the Eating Disorder Program, as well there will be a family meeting which my grandparents and sister will be attending but as far as I know I will not actually be in the room with them, then I also have a meeting with my Nurse Therapist who I have already had a few meetings with in the last few weeks, I will be meeting the group that I will be in the program with as well learning about all the programs they now have as they have changed a bit since I was in them in 2012.

I have been a bundle of emotions the past month, from the article being posted, to trying to figure out work leave, money and much more. I have gone from depressed to more positive over the days that I can fight this, I have joined multiple online groups for support and reading the stories of others that have beat this, I cant lie though, I am extremely nervous and scared and I know its going to be a roller coaster of emotions over the next few months, but this time I am stronger than before and ready.

During the time in my program I will be trying to update my blog once weekly to keep others informed as well it is for outlet for self expression. I have many goals to come in the next year and more, I don’t want to say what because I don’t want to say them and fail but I can only hope for the best and keep those that care informed around me.

Cheers to a beautiful weekend, and here is to staying positive no matter what we are all going through.

Much Love,

Kendra

If you feel the need to contact me for any purpose you may email me at:
tinydancerxox@outlook.com

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